Concerts!

                This comes after a while of not uploading I do believe.  I really need to get better at updating this thing lol.

                First off, yesterday, I saw Miyavi in concert at the Liquidroom.  So freaking awesome!  I’ve never been so amazed by an artist that I’m actually not that fond of.  Tyesha’s a big fan though and it was her first concert so it was a lot of fun- and I was especially happy that it was a general admission concert (aka- standing room only) instead of one with seats- which I’m sure that the Tokyo Dome will be.  Miyavi put a lot of energy into the whole setlist- even stating that he was tired about half-way through (“Tsukareru~~” XD <3).  The whole concert started so fast that it was almost dreamlike to watch him onstage, singing and playing guitar.  And dear god did he PLAY GUITAR.  I dare risk it to say that he’s one of the best guitar players in the world.  His style is sooo original but it’s so awesome at the same time.  It’s truly amazing to watch him play and I have to say- for me- that was one of the best experiences of the night.  I fell in love with his song Gravity though as it was played live- just Miyavi and the guitar with touches of Bobo on drums.  So beautiful and almost painfully heartbreaking.  I found myself swaying with the beat and being completely entranced by this one song.  The whole concert just kind of swept me away and didn’t bring me back- my entire body aches and my throat’s killing me from screaming so much.  I especially loved the whole call and response with “What’s my/his name?”  It was so great to have so much fun at a concert.  Especially when he decided to wander over (mind you it’s JUST Miyavi and the drummer on-stage) and lay all over Bobo- making sure his hair was annoying the hell out of the man (it’s long and under a black hat- still awesome though) or when he started going “What’s his name?” while gesturing at Bobo.  Be aware that I didn’t know this man’s name up until the audience screamed “Bobo!”.  Shortly afterwards was Miyavi calling “What’s my name?” “What’s my fucking name?” and having so much fun with it.  He seemed like he enjoyed calling that out in English way too much- especially the “fucking” in the middle of it.  It made me laugh because I was sure that not too many people in the audience understand this term or what it means to the full extent like Tyesha and I do- since we’re from America.

                On another note- as of this moment- I have a FREE live that I’m attending at the Tokyo Dome by Luna Sea (or as they’ll be called at this concert “Lunacy”… same band tho).  I’m also not a big Luna Sea fan but I couldn’t resist seeing Sugizo in person and also may I mention again… it’s FREE!!!! FREE PEOPLE!!!...  I think there’s a drink fee but that’s it.  That’s a (excuse me) hell of a lot cheaper than any ticket price you can give me (which usually has a drink fee anyways).  I’m only hoping that they play a few of my favorite songs- such as Tonight and Storm.  Either way- I’m sure I’ll walk away satisfied because it’s a major band that I’m seeing for free.  Oh!  And it’s a Kurofuku live.  Kurofuku means EXACTLY what it says lol one must wear BLACK clothing to the live.  I have JUST the outfit planned out. <3

                Lastly- the GazettE Tokyo Dome concert is the day after Luna Sea’s free live.  I’m going to be SO freaking exhausted that I’m worried about how I’ll be at this concert.  I plan on eating lots of salty things and drinking LOTS of water.  I will buy a big thing of water to drink after the Luna Sea concert and bring throat lozenges as well for my poor throat that’s still recovering from Miyavi.  I’m even more excited for GazettE though as they’re one of my favorite bands.  I really want to hear Guren live- or Nakigahara- or Leech- or… I give up- I’d love to just see them- and I’m getting my wish. 

                Only one other band-related wish to be granted and I will MAKE that one happen.  I swear I will see L’arc~en~Ciel live in-concert.  Not VAMPS, not Tetsuya, not Ken, not Acid Android.  I wish to see the four as a unit onstage- as Laruku.  I love this band so much- and I love all the solo projects but they aren’t the same as seeing Hyde, Tetsuya, Ken, and Yukihiro on-stage together.  I can’t wait to see if they’re going to put tour dates up soon.  I’m really hoping that they do.  I want to see them so much.  Their first live is a fanclub only and I couldn’t afford to join the fanclub and THEN the live for the ticket.  I wish to see them so much though- they’re my absolute favorite band. 

                Ah~~ enough doting on my bands and lives XD I’m doing good otherwise though- save for the exhaustion from the concert yesterday lol.  It’ll go away eventually- hopefully long before Luna Sea and GazettE though.  I don’t know why everything has to happen in December. 

                Anyways!  It’ll be a GREAT month.  I’ll probably update next after Luna Sea and the GazettE have rocked my brain from its skull.  I’ll be on break by then lol.

                                 -One rocked-out American Girl

Sophia University Christmas Lights (Dec 2nd)

                Yaay!  Another post!  I swear I’ll remember to do these more often or something eventually.  But then they’d be VERY short and VERY boring I think.  So maybe it’s good just to post every couple of weeks?  Just for everyone to be aware of me not forgetting this page?  Hmmm sounds good to me.  XD By the way- the campus now has Christmas lights! 

                Midterms were not fun.  Even with my take-home one- I was feeling a little too exhausted/under-the-weather mentally to do too well on it.  I feel really bad about it.  I know I should’ve done better but…  I honestly didn’t feel up to it.  My Japanese midterms went well however- despite the fact that I probably should’ve studied more (same problem).  I also hated the fact that I had a regular vocabulary test RIGHT after the midterms were over… that was a bunch of BS honestly.  There is also a speech that I have to make for Japanese (aka- create script) and a book I have to read for Culture and Identity.  On the other hand… My website is like… half done? XD I do not kid when I say this.  The home page and History of Visual Kei pages look pretty good, along with the Oshare and Dark Visual pages.  There have been LOTS of pictures added onto the site so far and I plan on adding more.  <3  I think I REALLY like web design, which is interesting cos I’m not really looking at the code so much when I work on it- though I want to be a programmer…  Maybe I should become a professional web designer instead?

Unrelated but LOOK A MICROWAVE!

                Anyways.  Picked up an amazingly awesome origami book involving fantasy creatures and stuff along with some paper.  I now have something ELSE to do in my nonexistent free time. <3 I have a cute purple ghost sitting next to my ‘dying’ plant.  At least I think it’s dying.  Poor Kuro-kun doesn’t look very good.  The green leaves are very splotchy and some of the new bright green ones have fallen off.  I feel depressed at this.  I think it’s not getting enough sunlight probably but… it’s been so cold outside that I didn’t have the heart to stick it out in the cold just for some sunlight.  I really dislike the cold btw.  I hate being cold XD I’m so cold naturally that this kinda sucks but I’m waiting for it to get worse.

                So in 12 days (well 11 at this point of the day) I get to go to a Miyavi concert.  And then on the 25^th, I MAY possibly be going to a FREE kurofuku live for Luna Sea <3 (FREEEEEEE), and then on the 26^th is the GazettE, the BIG one <3.  They have a new poster up in Shibuya for The Pledge (which is an amazing song- go listen to it NOW) and I got a picture of it after an argument with my camera.  Honestly the thing can be so flipping picky about HOW it takes the picture.  If I’m zoomed in too far- it will NOT take the picture and I don’t understand why.  >< It’s fine though- I got a picture.

This is above my door basically

                Well for the most interesting news of the day.  When I came home today (Dec 2^nd) from being out with Tyesha in Shibuya all evening- I had a very much unexpected guest outside my door.  An adorable gecko. <3 It was up so far on the wall that I struggled to take pictures of it so those didn’t come out very well.  I managed to catch it and took better pictures of it in my room.  But upon seeing the color of its (as I’m unaware of how to tell the difference between male and female) skin change so drastically from the original white to a more patterned look- I decided to keep it safe here.  It’s simply too cold outside for a reptile and I cannot in good conscience simply “let it go”.  I think I’d cry if I found it later dead.  It may not live much longer with me but… I think it’s got a better chance than out in the cold. <3 so it now has overtaken my small Nanao’s Honey Doughnut box that I got on a whim.  Something is very strange about this- it’s the perfect size for it for overnight care.  Tomorrow I go to Ikebukuro with Tyesha to see if I can get some supplies for it.  I hope it’ll be okay until then.

-          One Reptile-loving, Caring American

PS – It’s SOOOOOO CUTE <33333333333

Concerning Food and Classes

The Gundam is completed and sitting next to my plant… well… sitting isn’t the correct term. Precariously balancing is the correct term. I honestly didn’t have that much to do on it and I just kinda put it off for a bit. So… since I found it slightly addictive to put all those pieces together- I got another one. It’s the “on fire” (aka it’s PINK again) version of the samurai I was looking at earlier. I could’ve gotten the regular black and red version but it was like… 200 yen more. So I didn’t want it lol. I’m going to try to take more pictures this time as I’m putting it together to show how intricate it is. ^^v It’s pretty complicated but I find it oddly fun.


My plant is STILL growing. I’m in amazement. The leaves that were red are even taking on more of a dark green tint. Maybe it’s confused about what time of the year it is? I’m not sure but it sure is growing. I think I’ve unknowingly nicknamed the thing Kuru-kun lol. It works. XD

I’ve found some more Japanese sweets that I’m obsessed with lol. Well sweets in the relative term. I keep eating a rice ball for “lunch” and found that there are some interesting things in rice balls. Like a large chunk of chicken for example <3. Thinking on chicken… there are these chicken wraps at school that I’m really fond of! They’re fantastically good, with chicken and ranch dressing and lettuce and stuff. At least I think they’re good. Well I found out that they’re not ALL chicken. There’s a strange version of it with beef meat, ketchup, and something else. I was NOT so fond of that x.x in fact- I was mildly disgusted. It still ate it though <.< it was 200 yen. On the other hand, everything I’ve grabbed from the bread and sweets section has turned out good o.o if not surprising sometimes as one of the “bread” things that I grabbed quickly one day had a large chunk of MEAT in it and BBQ sauce ._. very strange. Anyways- I grabbed two things that I took pictures of- one being this dough-like thing “mocchiinyo” as the package reads in katakana- which was a set of four items. They were very dough-like and each one had a small filling of a kind of sweet cream cheese. From the corner grocery store however came the best surprise. The package was decorated for winter but I found the Japanese version of those white little Debbie cakes <3 It was extremely delicious and almost addicting. But it was basically a large Debbie Cake XD I loved it. Anyways~ classes are going well. I got Dreamweaver to use for my one class and I’ve currently got a good quarter to a third of my website done. I need to adjust backgrounds and make it look “pretty” but basically I’ll be done in a bit. I need to work on my home page the most I think for this Thursday to show to the teacher- as of the moment there’s nothing but links on it ><;;; I need to put a background and text under the links to the other parts of my site. As for the rest of the site- I’ve got to figure out how to stick pictures in decently around text and I’ll be good. I’ve got all the pictures I need, I just need to figure out how to use them. I also need to type up a history of Visual Kei, which I have partially written out right now. I have all of my subsections written out and some of the pictures decided but I’ve got to figure out better how it’s all working together. The other thing is- I didn’t realize how big of a project I picked. I keep finding NEW genres of Visual Kei each time I turn around. It’s a strange thing but I think I now have about 20 subcategories but I’m only including about~ 8 on the site… maybe. Some are subcategories of others. It’ll all work out though ^.^v

As for other classes… Japanese is going well- midterms start tomorrow with an oral exam and continue from there for the following two days I believe. As for my culture class, my midterm probably did NOT go well, as one of the documents for the test I didn’t read and it took up a WHOLE 20 point question. I felt very stupid and like I was going to fail at that moment. It wasn’t my fault Japanese took over during the time I was supposed to read that. On the other hand- the rest of the test I think I did well on, including the other two 20 point questions and the 8 fill in the blank (of which I answered 7 cos I really just couldn’t remember the one). In Literature, our test is a take-home exam basically on Genji and the small amount of other stuff we’ve read. Since I’ve been so website obsessed lately, I failed to read the most of the last four chapters (two of those chapters being about 40 pages EACH) and it didn’t help that the teacher failed to open them up to people for that weekend either. I felt very disinclined to read after that, even though I was beginning to like Genji.

I did pick up a book for me to translate over my breaks during the year- it’s an L’arc~en~Ciel book about their early days or something like that. I haven’t gotten around too much to it yet but I glanced through and it’s basically all text. It looks like it was published JUST after Yukihiro joined the band, as it talks about “Dive to Blue” at the end and the three main people in it are Hyde, Ken, and Tetsu. It looks like a good project I think lol. I also picked up SID’s hikari CD for cheap XD well kinda cheap lol. I actually kinda like this album quite a bit ^^v.

I keep writing in my free time though- all sorts of different story beginnings- endings, etc. It’s kinda annoying to keep having new ideas pop up when all I want to do is have ideas for Misfortune’s Fortune and get back to work on it. There are a couple I have some high hopes for, since they’ve started pretty decently but… I’m not really looking for too much in it honestly. I want Misfortune’s Fortune back on track mainly.

This thing has rambled on too long XD I think I’m just typing whatever comes to mind at this point as I’m fairly exhausted today. I think I may lay down for a bit before studying or working on my website. Hopefully studying.

- One American girl

PS- (knew it was coming- didn’t you?) I got the WEIRDEST look on the train today. This older man did a literal either triple or quadruple take and stared when he saw me and my bag, even though I’d been standing next to him the WHOLE time. I went to put my bag on as my stop was coming up and rearranged my bags while listening to my music and watched him out of the corner of my do the traditional “foreigner double-take”. What he did next surprised the hell out of me. He glanced at my bag, did a double-take on that and then looked from me to the bag a couple of times as if he was going to say something. I felt like going “YEAH SO WHAT I HAVE REITA ON MY BAG?!”… but that would be highly rude- especially if he was going to say something completely different like “Your bag hit my newspaper.”… not like I can hear anything with my music going and I like it that way.
.... btw... PICTURES!! XD

Random news

So Tyesha helped me figure out how to get my air conditioner to heat instead, so now it’s warming my room nicely. I’m very happy because now my room is warm and I don’t have to curl up under the covers and wear piles of clothing all the time inside as well as outside. Strangely enough- my plant is STILL growing. It’s quite amazing- I put it out in the cold too by accident- but it’s just growing and growing and growing. I’ve got a couple more posters up on the walls (ones of HYDE now) so it feels a bit more like home in a weird way- with all the flyers and posters.

Classes are going well, not sure what else to say lol. I’m watching a lot more TV than I used to thanks to Tyesha as well because whenever she comes over- she always turns it on the second she’s slightly sitting. So I now watch it a lot now- even if I put it on mute and just listen to music instead and just slightly watch it from the corner of my eye. The commercials are entertaining and some of the things on TV are entertaining too. I’ve found quite a few anime on some different channels, including Naruto, Soul Eater, and one called Star Driver. I have no clue about what the last one is about and any that I don’t know what they are either. There was one about soccer on today too, something like “Giant killing” I think was the title.

Ah and yesterday I was random and bought a Gundam to build, on top of getting one for someone else. It was disappointed when I found out it was a light pink, but it looks very cool. So it’s like… half built right now. It’s distracting. I wanted one I saw a week or so ago that had a very samurai style, with a sword and gear and everything. It was black and grey but looked amazing, but the store seemed not to have any in stock. Though I’m not sure how to ask lol. Oh well. I’m happy with what I got, I just wish it wasn’t PINK.

Oh- went into another Book Off yesterday and found a ton of PSX games. I’m tempted to buy a couple and take them home, along with some PS2 games. But the problem with this is that I’m that THAT fluent in Japanese. I’d be struggling to understand the game and how to play, which really sucks. I do want to play some of these games though- they look amazing. I thought about picking up another L’arc~en~Ciel album, but~~… I forgot what I already had. -.- I felt slightly stupid. There still isn’t a “cheap” SID album I can pick up since they’re so popular now. I can’t find another GazettE album for cheap either sadly enough. I’d go for Stacked Rubbish I think but… it’s fine~~.

For dinner I’m usually eating some variation of instant noodles. Though I will admit that they’re VERY good as compared to the American variety. There are so many different flavors and different kinds that are delicious. I’ve found a couple I don’t like though and I’m careful to avoid them lol. Mainly because they’re kind of spicy and I don’t go well for spicy. The curry place down the street is really cool too, the food is always good as well. I haven’t cooked in a little while and I plan on doing so this week for Thursday, but I’m still lacking a bento box… I really need to work on that.

So anyways~~… I’m watching TV, classes are going fine, I’m eating instant noodles for dinner usually, and I feel at home… kinda lol. It’s not really home but I can pretend for the year. I do enjoy it here and I feel happy being here. My commuters pass lets me access two very cool areas (Harajuku and Shibuya) any amount of times for basically ‘free’. I love going there and I want to explore more areas along my line honestly. I think it’d be a lot of fun.

So- my boring entry is over and seems to take up more room than I thought it would lol. I’ll see if I can remember to update this next week or something, idk. Depends on what happens in the next week. I’ll probably update with the completed Gundam.

- One (not-so) Lost American

PS - …..hm. I got nothing XD

Food and Jewlery

Hello again all! As a girl who has lived in one of the stable areas of the world- as in no earthquakes- I did feel very nervous coming to Tokyo. It’s a strange feeling to have the world shake under you lol. As you call tell, I experienced my first earthquake tonight- as far as I could tell (as I was woken up by the shaking) it wasn’t too rough- then again, I couldn’t tell because I was asleep.

I’ve been very worn out lately. ^^;;; I think it’s from either doing too much or somehow still getting adjusted to Tokyo time- not sure yet but I’m leaning towards the latter option. I just finished my five day weekend and was only at school for 2 days though! I feel very odd being this tired with that sort of break. But then again- I had lots of people talking to me on and off at all times of the day during it lol so it might not be a surprise that I’m exhausted. I do want to go to this one restaurant in Shibuya again though <3 It had the most delicious food and for cheap too! It’s called Tengu. I went there with Tyesha on Tuesday and it took us about an hour to find the place because her guidebook is WRONG… horribly horribly WRONG.

Anyways- I had some grilled squid, some yakitori with leeks, and a taste of both items that Tyesha ordered, crab fried rice (think chicken fried rice- now replace the chicken with crab) and mango ice cream. The crab fried rice was all right, it was a very odd combination for me, but the mango ice cream tasted as if it was made there on the spot for each person. It was very fresh and delicious! My squid was fantastic, grilled to perfection with a mayonnaise dipping “sauce” and the yakitori was surprisingly good, it was on skewers and roasted. The leeks looked a little black on the outside but it actually added to their flavor- they were very delicious and I’ve never had leeks before. All in all, it was a great experience that I’d love to repeat.

I’ve recently figured out that my old necklace (because of it being a cord necklace) was actually damaging my neck slightly. The necklace itself is kind of dirty now and it keeps making my neck dirty- which kind of ticks me off. So I’ve been in the market for a new necklace (for cheap) for a bit now and I found it on Tuesday before we went and ate. It’s very cool looking- it’s like a flame with rings on it. I’ve also bought three ear cuffs of varying designs. One is very simple, it simply looks like I have 3 more piercings, the second one has a black stone on it and pointed black item hanging from it, the third is really pretty with a butterfly and a couple of chains hanging from it. I’ll see if I can put pictures up later lol.

So! I’m thinking that I’m going to play some emulated Pokemon Emerald and read my book for my Culture and Identity class.

It’s a very boring book x.x

- One Lost American

PS – still waiting on the microwave… I’d REALLY like to have it. I also need to buy a bento box to take food to school…

J-Band Goodness and Classes

Yes- another post! I promise to try and not make it as depressing as the last one- though I still feel slightly depressed from that. I think I’m a lot better than I was though.


In December, I’m going to go see one of my favorite bands, the GazettE, perform at the Tokyo Dome! I’m really excited about it but it also means that I really can’t do too much else for a large portion of the year. I’m mildly jealous of everyone going to the fan club only L’arc~en~Ciel live on the first of the year to start off their 20th anniversary. I am going to save ALL of my money as best I can (here I come instant ramen) and go to see my absolute FAVORITE band live- I swear! <3 I know that I’ve already seen VAMPS live, but L’arc~en~Ciel is a completely different atmosphere, especially here in their home country I’m sure. I was invited to go to a Nightmare concert but that kind of fell though and I’m slightly glad. Although Nightmare would’ve been pretty cool- I’m sure I wouldn’t have known too many of their songs as I became a fan and fell out of being a very large fan pretty quickly. Now if it was vistlip, I think I would change my mind and try my hardest to go as they’re one of my new favorite kinda Indies bands. They’re really big popular now it seems though but I’m happy to have at least seen them before I came here. On the other hand, SID fever seems to have overtaken me and most of the people I see online and off. I see SID stuff EVERYWHERE and they’re extremely popular. I mean- you can hardly find things in used stores for cheap- it’s ALL so expensive. Which saddens me because I kinda wanted an album… but that’s okay- they’re not my favorite. Though I do love them a lot~~… *cough**cough*Aki*cough**cough*…. Anyways~~~ <3 (that does NOT work well typing XD) So~~ classes are going swimmingly… never been sure what that term REALLY means- I just know it means good. I’m learning new phrases all the time and forgetting half of them in five minutes. I really need to remember “I’m just looking” for anytime I walk into the 109 building or anywhere else for that matter. But yeah- learning AWESOME phrases and more kanji than I can shake a stick at… hmm… seems I’m into the clichéd phrases today. But it’s all quite true. I think I’m doing okay in the classes- I can’t wait to do more programming though in my Web Design class. Since we only have class once a week- it’s hard to wait for it, on the other hand though, Genji seems to be going slightly above my head. Though I can mostly understand the text- I obviously cannot get the meanings behind the text. Especially some of the important ones. Maybe I’m just reading this in too much of a hurry or when I’m too tired to actually give it my full attention. Like I missed the whole “he consummated his relationship with Murasaki” part. Yeah. Complete failure on my part. Hopefully I’ll get better with time- I’ve got three chapters to read for Thursday’s class. Wish me luck~~~!!! - One lost American PS – dorm internet is AWESOMES~~~ <33333…… yeah- that’s all I’ve got for today >>;;;;

Missing home

I suppose I’ve come to realize something while sitting here, attempting to work on my kanji homework halfheartedly.

I’m depressed.

And no- it’s not the typical culture shock depressed. I think I’ve been depressed for a while without realizing it and it’s just taken distance to actually see it.
I miss being in Marching Band horribly. It filled such a large portion of my life during High school that I miss it horribly in college. UNCC doesn’t have a Marching Band but each day as I walk to building 11 at Sophia, I see the brightly colored paper poster for Sophia’s Marching Band. I smile as I walk past it each day, with its pictures and instruments and smiling faces but I think inside- it tears a bit more at me each time I do see it.

I miss being a part of that unit- being “in the band” as my mom used to say. I miss it horribly and not being able to attend any competitions this year is making it worse. Sure I was unable to at home as well but at least there was the option and I did try a few times to make it back.

I miss picking my flute up almost every day and practicing a piece of music. I miss going out and practicing drills on the field for hours. I miss being around the people who made band special for me- all of my friends that I hung out with during breaks and chatted about everything but the music we were playing.

I remember Band Camp. That special week at the beginning of August where all of us would show up and begin to learn all of our pieces, all of our places on the field. I loved that time spent out in the heat and the times that my first drum major would chide me for wearing jeans out in the 110 degree weather. I was and still am very shy about my legs being shown to people, and I do still burn quite easily in sunlight. I miss being called to attention- no matter how much I might’ve complained about it afterwards, or complained about the length of time we worked on drills or music consistently.

But I loved it.

That music is something that was a big part of me- always playing, always listening. I suppose it’s why I can’t go anywhere without having my ears plugged into the little electronical device that spews out random songs in English and Japanese now. Because I don’t play anymore. I don’t play flute anymore and this year I’m definitely not learning how to play my bass guitar.

I miss both. Even if I sucked horribly at playing bass, I enjoyed the feel of the different instrument under my fingers, running my hand down the fret board and attempting to play some of my favorite songs.

I suppose it reminded me of what I lost when I graduated high school and became a member of a school that didn’t have a football team or Marching Band. The music.

I went back and found some videos of old performances from about 3 years ago and simply began crying as I watched them. I really miss this thing that’s become a huge gap in my life, a gigantic sink hole where something used to be. I miss the order and structure it brought to my life and all of the people I met and made friends with, even if some of the friendships ended up badly put back together a couple of times.

It’s something that I loved every minute of and I regret leaving, even if I couldn’t help the leaving. I thought I was happy to leave but I remember holding back my tears at the graduation ceremony as I played the Star-Spangled Banner for the last time on my Geminhart flute, that I had to have, with it’s in-line G and the B foot. I miss picking the Gem up and spouting off a few lines of Kingdom Hearts, or playing Jump in the Line with the rest of the band at Football competitions. I miss watching the drum major bring us all together and I miss the circle we would make around our band director after our performance at a football game until a halt was called and he gave us the words of encouragement for the next day’s competition or just encouragement overall.

I miss all of it.

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I really think I am depressed to write simply about this for a whole blog post. I’m thinking about seeing if I can talk someone into going to a Japanese competition with me. I doubt anyone will want to go to such an event however. So… no band again this year for me. I miss it so much and karaoke-ing to a computer is a poor replacement for having an instrument in your hand and performing for a large group of people in the stands along with all of your friends.

………………maybe I should become a rock star?

- one Lost american